A thing of Beauty and Despair

The ability to switch off my feelings; avoidance of more pain The surrender of my addictions The last morning at your house, when i felt the air leave my lungs momentarily The year 2019 The lump in my throat; crying at the bus stop The total codependence i have with my cat The year 2016,Continue reading “A thing of Beauty and Despair”

I’m Beta!

My last post was pretty descriptive and dark in parts. Life was dark, and it felt like I was trapped in a tunnel without any idea how to find my way out. I was suffocating myself; isolating with wine and wondering why I wasn’t getting any better. Each time I thought I had reached theContinue reading “I’m Beta!”