A thing of Beauty and Despair

The ability to switch off my feelings; avoidance of more pain

The surrender of my addictions

The last morning at your house, when i felt the air leave my lungs momentarily

The year 2019

The lump in my throat; crying at the bus stop

The total codependence i have with my cat

The year 2016, 2018 and 2001

The electricity of yelling about insignificant things

The knowledge of my mortality

The death of my dad

The mess (i’m in)

The acceptance of things i need to make right

The year 2019

Published by Lauren L

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